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I am still lost. Tapi better la dari setahun yang lepas.

Sebab setahun yang lepas what I want was to sleep and forget about everything. and even worst it shows on my face and my attitude was horrible towards my family.

Sekarang takde la better sangat. Tapinya, boleh conceal everything. I look like normal person, with smiles and laughter, tapi kat dalam still 70% miserable.

I still can't decide what I wanna do. I tried applying for jobs, tapi satu pun tak sangkut. Dapat 2 interview so far. Scored the kindy teacher position, but for some reasons I didnt except it. Stupid kan?

And another job, I almost got it but when it comes to referral, kinda confusing. Malas nak besarkan citer, so I just withdraw my application. Idiot but my family tak support gua accept that position pun. So, buh bye.

I'm still wondering if there is anybody out there yang phd dropout jugak. Tak jumpa lagi. aku sorang ja ka yang buduh tak abis belajar? hahaha *oii aku gelak betui2 ni tak tipu*

laugh it out, right??